Another update!

Hey everyone! I'm so sorry for neglecting my blog, lots of things have been happening and loads of things have been going on, it's been really mad! 

But yeah update on hormones! I've been on hormones for what feels like absolutely ages though, I came off them for a week or so as I was getting really depressed and had a really horrible time for a few weeks but I'm much better now, I'm back on them and feeling amazing!

Breast growth is still happening, got some boobies! Very sensitive at times though and can be quite sore but I'm loving the boobs! 

My hair is growing intensely long, it's amazing. My hair is about half way down my back now when it's straightened, I love it so much. I can't wait for it to grow longer! 

I've been trying to keep myself really fit recently, I try do workouts every morning and my mum recently got a treadmill so I'm having fun on that! I have noticed I'm getting a little fat around my hip area which I'm happy about, I've already for a massive bum but I'm okay with that too! 

I'm still on 4mg of progynova and I have an appointment at Sandyford sometime in January which I'm gonna ask about adams apple shaving and stuff like that. So yeah, I thought I would include a few photo's into this wee post because we've no had photos for a while! 

This photo is a photo of me just over a year ago and a photo of me like 2 weeks ago.

This is me at my friends house about to go out last weekend.

UPDATE

Hey everyone! Super sorry I haven't updated this in a while, I've been so busy with work and life!

So lets start this little post of by saying I've been on hormones for 8 months now, time has went so fast it's insane! The last time I was at Sandyford I got my bloods taken and such, was basically just a little catch up with the Dr and a few weeks after that appointment I got a letter saying that they were going to up my hormones dosage, I was on 1 pill of 2mg progynova, now I'm on 2 pills so I'm taking 4mg of hormones now, madness!

Not too much has changed to be honest, I've noticed a few changes but not too many from the last time I updated.. breast growth, hair growth, emotions are everywhere.. the usual! Haha!

I'm afraid that's all I really have for you today, short and sweet!

Thank you for reading, MWAH!

xoxox

Being in a relationship with a trans person

So I thought I would write this blog post as I know there's a lot of confusion when it comes to dating a trans person. Me personally, I'm a straight female therefore I'm going to date a straight male, now I know you're all thinking ''but you're trans..'' and my response is, who cares?! Being trans doesn't define me as a person, relationships are not about genitals they're about love and respect. I'm focusing more on trans females as I am a trans female and have had relationships with straight guys. 

For me personally, I like straight men, I don't consider myself male so why would I go out with a gay guy? 

There are a lot of men in the world, some people who wouldn't date trans girls just for the fact they're trans, without knowing anything about them which confuses me because being trans is what I am not who I am and I absolutely would not date a guy who sees me as trans, I would date a guy who sees me for who I am not what I am. I don't quite understand why some trans girls go out with men who only see them as trans and not actually as a woman which they are!

I also don't like being treated like a sex doll, I'm not here to pleasure you just because you're into trans people, I am a person trying to get by in life! I'm not someones kinky fetish, I'm a female who wants to do well in life, so don't treat me like shit because I will not respond nicely 

Now I know a few men who I'm not going to mention any names because that would be mean, but I know some guys who don't care if the person they're dating is trans, they say they don't care what's between their legs which I honestly think is the best thing in the world, it actually gives people like me hope that there is men who will like us trans girls for who we are! 

Now off topic, I've been asked to do a blog post answering questions, so I decided I will. If you have ever wanted to ask me a question (personal or trans related) I would happily answer them in my next blog post, so I would like everyone to either Facebook mail me a question they would like to ask and I will answer it on here. 

I'm going to put a link to my Facebook and my Tumblr, on Tumblr you can ask anonymous questions and on Facebook obviously your name will be shown to me but it will not appear anywhere on here, so no one except me knows you asked the question(s). 

Thank you for reading everyone!

MWAH!! xxx

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update!

Hey everyone, hope everyone is well! I'm just gonna write a little update for everyone wondering what's been happening!

Well I've been on hormones coming up 5 month, can't actually believe how fast the time is going! I have noticed a few little changes, nothing too big! My chest and nipples are very sore, like all the time! It's pretty annoying but it's just what you have to go through! I feel like recently I've been over thinking things way too much and letting things get to me which I normally don't and I feel a lot more emotional and a little softer than I used to be, apart from that that's all I've really noticed!

Over the past 2 weeks, I've not felt myself at all. I felt quite depressed with myself and other things, I basically had the maddest 2 weeks of my life, I got drunk a lot, I wanted to be drunk all the time and when I wasn't drunk I was either curing a hangover or working. I can't say too much of whats been going on but I'm feeling a little better and hopefully everything will get back to normal soon!

Now onto more exciting stuff.. We've started filming for the BBC documentary that I will be featured in, once again I can't say too much right now but lets just say it's going to be a good one!! Super excited!

I'm really trying to keep myself busy and not sit and mope around cause I feel like if I just sit and do nothing, all I can do is think which then leads me to over think which I just don't like at all.

I hope everyone is still enjoying my blog, I'll be back updating soon I'm sure!!

xo

HORMONE UPDATE + EXCITING NEWS!

I think I've been on HTR for about 2-3 month now, I'm a changed woman! Na I'm totally kidding haha, I have been noticing subtle changes though, I've noticed that I get a lot more emotional and a bit crabby and I get upset at things easier now, which is completely different to what I used to be like, I never used to shed a tear for anything! As far as physical appearance goes, I've not noticed much but I have been told my skin does look softer and I feel like my hair is really getting long now, it's just above my nipple! Talking about nipples, I was in the bath a few weeks ago and I found a lump under/beside my nipple and I got very worried as there is breast cancer in my family, I told my mum and she told me to go to the doctors so I got my dad to call the doctor for me and I had my appointment on the 24th. I was pretty nervous going in and got a little bit scared and when I went in I told her everything and such, then she asked me to take my bra and top off which I did and she checked for me.. She said it's a breast bud, it's because my breasts are developing through hormones, females get it going through puberty so I was quite pleased with that! Going in thinking the worst coming out feeling fab! She also asked me how the hormones and stuff are getting on and I pretty much told her everything I've just wrote haha!

I also have some other exciting news, I'm going to be featured in a documentary with BBC about trans people at work, I had a meeting with my media manager, producer and director today along with my mum and dad. The meeting went really well and I cannot wait to start filming! Quite a lot going on at the moment, which I guess is a good thing!
Anyway that was just a little update!
I'm sorry I'm not good at blogging a lot, I need to get the hang of it haha!

Thank you for reading and following me on my journey.

BEE xo

Hormone update

I've been on hormones for nearly a month, how exciting! Obviously I haven't really noticed anything yet, my chest and feet get sore really easily for some reason though, apart from that I don't really notice much! I will say I was with my friend who hadn't saw me for a week or so before I started hormones, I saw 2 weeks after I started and she said my skin looked softer which is quite odd! Anyway, that's all I really have to saw at the moment. Just thought I'd update a bit!

HORMONES!!

I got my hormones today, my mum just came back and gave them to me! I'm on 2mg of progynova
I'm so bloody excited! I've just taken my first one, it was so weird I'm not used to taken pills hahaha! SUCH FUN!! I'm so excited to see changed and stuff, well today is the day! I honestly cannot wait to start seeing changes in myself, it will be fantastic! I feel sad that I don't have to blog about wanted to get hormones anymore, I'll only really be blogging about changes and stuff now! Oh well, on wards and upwards!

17/01/2014

Hope everyone had a fab Christmas and a great New Year! I know I did, I spent it with a few friends up in Perth it was amazing!

Today I wanted to write a small post as I just got a letter from my GP with a prescription for hormones! WOOHOO! I'm so excited, finally I can get my hormones! My mum is taking it down to the pharmacy to see if they're ready for me, if not then she's going to call me and tell me when to pick them up! I'm super duper excited, I honestly can't wait! I feel like I've been waiting for ever and ever for these pills!

When I get them I'm going to write another blog post explaining what I will be taking and stuff! That could be today or when ever they're ready so keep your eyes peeled for that!!