Thursday, 13 December 2012
TIMES
Sometimes, I have really bad night. Tonight is one of them nights, I feel absolutely worthless. I feel like no one wants me, I feel like I'm not going to go anywhere in life. I'm hating tonight so much, I want to cry so much. I can't cry, feeling like this is horrible. I'm so sick of myself, I'm jealous of other girls because they can just look amazing without trying..
Sometimes I hate being trans. Being trans is not easy in the slightest. Transitioning can be very isolating, you can feel alone. I know no one personally going through the same thing as me, it's horrible. I feel like I can't talk to anyone because I know they wont understand what I'm going through. I know everyone has bad days but I feel like I get them worse, I get them more frequently than anyone else. Sometimes I honestly feel like I don't deserve to live.
Bee x
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I know what that feels like. Myself I still do not know how to change it. I know that I'm on my my through transitioning but.. All this waiting. I guess waiting is what pains the most. Bu you're on your way. It's better than standing still <3
ReplyDeleteAw you're so lovely, thank you very very much x
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